Wanderlust

The feeling sneaks up on you: one second you’re preoccupied with the mechanics of your day, thinking about all the things you have to do and suddenly a picture flashes through your email, or across your social media lens and next thing you know you’re a million miles away, dreaming. …

Subway Song

Out for the day Drinking from bar to bar Followed, hell, haunted By familiar snippets Of forgotten favorite songs. but its not in the bars or the restaurants or the commerce-crammed stores where I come face to face with the force of remembered melody it is underground in the soot …

Waste

There is an old mattress, slumped on the street corner, like a dead man, propped on a garbage can. It reminds me how much I waste. It reminds me of the ocean of trash rippling with the refuse dropped from my busy hands. It reminds me of the house looming …

Nurturing Ideas

I’m inspired by the strangest things. The smallest little detail can cause an unpredictable short curcuit in my brain giving me what I’ve learned to call an idea. It happens all the time. Granted, most of the time the ideas aren’t worth much, but often I am haunted by their …

The Pursuit of Happiness

We do a whole lot of crazy things in the hopes that they will make us happy: drink, drive fast, smoke assorted plants and inject various chemicals. The things we do are not all destructive of course: we change jobs, move, follow a lover, buy new things, pretty much anything …

The Lie of Authenticity

Where we live is an important question. Some prefer the peace and solitude of rural living, others prefer the bustle and opportunities of urban living, while most are simply looking for a safe, affordable place to spend their days. However, our national preferences of living arrangements are subject to the …

Boring

People are boring, lazy and unimaginative. It’s a difficult phenomenon to explain, made all the more difficult by the fact that everyone, including this writer, is implicated. Hypocrisy on this matter runs rampant, the boring are always accusing others of being boring, and nobody can identify the lazy like their …

My People

Every now and then, there is some scandal in the news, or some great injustice that ripples across society and generates a variety of reactions. Some people react with rage, others with indignation, some with apathy, still others with sadness. My reaction has been the realization that these people, the …

Notes and Other Notes

I wish I could play music. I wish there was an instrument with which I could vent my pent up emotions. I wish I could give a voice to the little melodies that soundtrack my otherwise often lifeless days. That talent would be priceless to me. But alas, I am …

Drugs

If you are reading this, it means you have managed to survive in this world, and if you are surviving in this world there’s easily a 99% chance that you are using a coping mechanism to do so. For some people this coping mechanism is psychotherapy, for others it is …