Enough

Our behavior, whether we admit it or not, is largely dictated by forces much older and more powerful than our individual choices. The weight of a million histories, of past decisions made by long dead rulers of nations and industry, bears down on every living person. We call this weight …

The Autumn Air

Lets talk about the air tonight. Not the air we breathe as much as the air as a medium for light. Light can travel in a vacuum, but a quick survey of photographs from space reveal that light in the absence air is a harsh, white affair. Without air, light …

Worry

I worry. A lot. Primarily in the slack hours right after bedtime. It occurs right after I have finished processing the things that happened that day. My mind, apparently having settled any outstanding business in the past, turns to the future, and the future is fertile ground for worry. I …

Spare Time

It happens to me every weekend: Friday comes and I embrace my freedom. I go out, I see the sights, I wander around the city with new eyes, loving every person and every smoke choked bar because they are signs of the life I don’t get at work during the …

Halloween

I’m not too much of a Halloween person. When it comes to costuming, Mardi Gras Day is more my speed, though recently I’ve even been leaving town for that to avoid the inconveniences. However, this year my wife and I got a little bit into the spirit of things and …

Our Histories

Often, in the moments immediately prior to falling asleep, some idea of another will come rattling down my tired synapses and disturb the otherwise steady progression of sleep in my brain. Usually I will be lazy and let this idea float off with the rationalization that, if the idea was …

People

I don’t understand people. They act in all kinds of irrational ways and are subject to the strangest impulses. They make uninformed decisions then act surprised when the obvious consequences occur. How am I so different? I act rationally, I think things through. I don’t actually believe, opportunity aside, that …

Simplicity

It all started as a bigger plan that I won’t go into now. The gist of it was that my wife and I had to become a leaner, more agile unit. Living in a three room shotgun, we weren’t exactly cumbersome or laden with possessions, but we still had more …

Waking Up

It’s damn early and I’m not quite awake. The sound of my fingers on this keyboard is annoying in the otherwise quiet kitchen were I sit and write this. I am full of reservations about my day at this early hour. I worry about all the things I know I …

Season Change

Its already Halloween. I can’t believe it. Seems like yesterday we were still sweating under the oppression of peak hurricane season, air conditioners blasting. Today our houses are open, the air lighter, a little cooler, and a whole lot more enjoyable. The clear searing blue sky of autumn has made …